Sunday, October 30, 2005 / 12:21 PMComment(s)
SIGH. I HEARD GINA RETAINED. i almost cried when i read through her entries. BUT I DIDNT. I SO DAMN WANNA GO MI FOR 1ST THREE MONTHS PLS. NOW I CANT GO. STUPID L1R4 SO HIGH. NEVERMIND, I'LL TRY TO CRASH.
WHEN I READ HER BLOG. I FELT SO HONOURED.
SHE ADVERTISED MY BLOG. SO NICE PLS. I NEVER ASK HER TO DO THT.
1. SHES GOT UBBER FKING CUTENESS PLS. <3
2. SHES DAMN DIRTY.
3. I THE FIRST ONE TO USE HER PRIVATE TOILET AFTER 17YEARS!!! COS SHE NEVER ALLOWED PEOPLE TO USE. <3
4. SHE SLEPT WITH ME ON HER BED.
5. SHE LOVE MY PICTURES.
6. SHES GOT DETERMINATION
7. SHE DONT HAVE BODY ODOUR!
8. SHE LOVES TO READ MY BLOG AND VICE-VERSA
9. HER ROOM SUPER SUPER SUPER NICE CAN. <3
10. SHE VERY GOOD AT ARGUING. <3
11. WE GOT A COMMON INTEREST -- TAKING PICTURES! <3
12. SHES A FKING BIG FREELOADER!!!
13. SHE KNOWS THT IM IN LOVE WITH HER SAW!! I HOPE SHE GIVES ME THT. <3
14. SHE THINKS THT IM A PIGHEAD. ROAR.
15. SHE CAN STAND MY FARTS!! <3
shes GINA TAN KE AI!
Wednesday, October 26, 2005 / 12:15 PMComment(s) an exotic day in school i must say. heh, you know, you'd never get a chance to really literally slack in school and for some reason, the weather was horrible. ANDAND right now, in such unfaltering conviction, that ignited a flash of anger in me (just) and i should go about elaborating about it later. DAMN.
i really hate my family pls. i cant stand people like them. thts why im upset over many issues. i saw my mom slipped and fell. she was growling in pain lah. andthen my FKING STUPID USELESS DAD just stood there and said "see lah, run run run" WAHLAO. he didnt even bother to pick my mom up. and then when i wanted to offer MYHELP to her, guess what she said ? "no no no. im very scared if you're so good to me out of the blue, sth must be wrong" THEN AGN, I WAS LIKE FUMING PLS. DAMN IT. IM OFFERING MY HELP AND U'RE LIKE. OHPLS.
and then i was walking roaming the house with my CHINESE VOCAB BOOK. so nice right? guess what? MY MOM COMMENTED "STUDY LAH" . WAH LAO. I WAS TRYING TO MEMORISE SOME FOUR LETTER WORDS IN RIGHT.
YES, i still think my parents don't understand me. WHATS THE POINT? pin-pointing me every moment. and then after they scold me, my family starts to make a BIG DIN. its not worth. in the sense that, sigh i won't elaborate, quit it, i ain't worth that hurtful remarks you all pass at each other. why create such tensions over a topic of me cause it really ain't worth. somehow, there's still hatred and thats not a very good thing.(: WAHLAO. ITS HOT UP THERE.
and i cant my BROTHER!!! HE'S BEEEN SO FKING IRRITATING MAN. JUMPING ON MY BED WHENEVER HE COMES BACK FROM SCH. AND I'LL BE TAKING A NAP. DAMN IT. HE'S SUCHA SCUMBAG. ((((x
Friday, October 21, 2005 / 11:13 AMComment(s) HEYHEY. damn. HAD MY SCIENCE OS PRACTICAL TODAY. I SO-DUNNO- HOW TO ATTEMPT THE CHEMISTRY PART CAN. wah lao. AND I THOUGHT I WAS BETTER IN CHEM THAN IN PHYSICS? turned out, WAH LAO. physics was much better,strangely. TELL YOU, I WAS SUPER "DEMANDING" DURING THE PRACTICAL. HAHAAHA. THE LAB TECHNICIAN KEPT ATTENDING TO MY NEEDS. and then she was like "YOU AH, MA FAN." then after the exam, she came to me "YOU AH, EVERY TIME GOT MOCK OR PRELIM, U'LL ASK FOR ALOT ALOT OF EXTRA THINGS". AND I APOLOGISED. BWAHAHA. i called for "help" for 3times. for aparatus. I TELL YOU, I REALLY SCREWED CHEM SECTION UP. COS I DIDNT ATTEMPT THE FIRST PART. I KNOW IM NOT SAFE ANYMORE. I'LL DEPEND MUCH ON THEORY.
ohwell. was quarantined for 3 FKING hours in the hall. stupid. and i heard other schools cater food for their students. WONDER WHATS OUR SCH GOOD AT MAN.
i ponned RAJA lesson. and guess what, SO MANY PPL DIDNT ATTEND CAN. tml sure screwed. ESP. ME. cos im the top amaths student for PRELIM? OHSHIT. tht gives him the excuse for detaining me after tml's session. I DONT WANT. :((((
went to henry's house today. PLAYED AND PLAYED. dad's gonna buy the new 5 series. BUT ITS WHITE. COS BLACK IS OUT OF STOCK. YAY! at last, after all his BMWs, we're finally getting one WHITE ONE BMW. ((((X
Saturday, October 15, 2005 / 2:35 AMComment(s) that entry was one heck of a blow though, HRMM, was eventually quite shocking but soon understood. nothing much i could do anyway. HEH HEH HEH.
YESTERDAY WAS FUN. AT FKTARD'S HOUSE. AND AT SCHOOL!. DAMN. WE HAD TO RUN OUT OF SCHOOL, COS WE SKIPPED MATHS TUTORIAL, AND THT MR VIJAY WAS SEARCHING FOR US HIGH AND LOW, COS WHY? HE SAW ME THREE TIMES PLS. AT THE SPIRAL STAIRS. THEN WE WENT TO PLAZA MOS TO MUG AND THEN TO FKTARD'S HOUSE. WE WERE LATE? HAHA. BUT EVERYONE ATE BEFORE US. HRPMTHUISDFX! cool. we studied? yesyes. I THINK SO.
we watched BLOODY MARY and SECRET WINDOWS. i've got WEAK HEART. so i'm always the one SHOUTING when scary parts due. I TOLD YOU, I GOT WEAK HEART WHAAAT. =)))
anw, DADDY CAME TO PICK ME UP FROM FKTARD'S HOUSE. SO NICE. cos WE LEFT AT 10PM. each time we go FKTARD'S house, we ended up playing, studying and chilling. SO NICE. and her mom's hospitality so GOOOD pls.
TWO WEEEKS MORE TO OS!!! DAMN. I HAVEN EVEN STARTED PROPER REVISION!!! I SHOULD I SHOULD. SO COLD. ANW, FKTARD'S COMING TO MY HOUSE TDY. SHIT. THE OTHER 1/5 WENT TO MUGG AWAY AT CWP, WITHOUT TELLING US!!!! OH. FK YOU PLS.
Thursday, October 13, 2005 / 12:20 PMComment(s) NB: THIS ENTRY IS FKING LONG, MIND YOU. DONT READ HALFWAY. WHOO.
im quite UNHAPPY and UPSET? over many things and issues. this entry might be awefully vulgar. had a talk with ahmad ytd. he's cool, i see. we gossiped and stuff. HRMM. sigh. made new friends, but im still wary of their intentions. i dont know why either. YOU TELL ME HOW LAH. was tortured by mr raja for amaths today. DAMN. i never sat still onto a chair for more than 2hours doing just a prelim paper man. REALLY. he's damn PRESURIZING. i swear, but for a moment i thought, it was my own good. and the next moment i thought, mr raja seems nice enough to me. DAMN. FKING BLACK DICKS OUT THERE. even mr vijay demoralised me tdy? maybe not demoralise. just some critics tht he had shown towards me.
people ard me are still so ****. thats on the upper hand but on the lower one, everyone is still so vulgar or rather ignorant. plus the upcoming major exams, im afraid tht each time i study, i'll end up failing agn. well then agn, i thought my study methods weren't working effectively. looking at the way my classmates handle their work, i feel inferior. it's like you'll never be able to get there far? somehow. just when i thought, this week has been SHIT. and i meant shit.
pressurised, my brain seems saturated and well, maybe thts pretty bad. i really wanna handle chinese well. and THEN AGN, when i heard mingfen previously saying tht if we cant handle chinese PROPERLY, why be a chinese? it'll be an utter disgrace. YESYES. im not saying tht my chinese is FKING good or FKING bad. but just a bare minimum pass? i dont wanna get stuck here at C6. luckily, i ain't those F9 materials for chinese. AND THOSE PPL OUT THERE WHO THINKS THT SPEAKING CHINESE IS DAMN DEGRADING?, EFF YOU ALL. BE PROUD OF WHAT U ARE PLS? well i mean, though i may not be VERY good in speaking those four letter words? but im pretty sure ,u're able to SPEAK a few lines. well, i dont wanna list names out. SIGHNESS PLS.
friends is another stretch factor? prolly STRESS would be a better word? i dont know. been SMS-ING alot alot alot, toking over the phone ALOT ALOT,till the wee hours of each morning. but never been trying to solve problems and conflicts. NEW FRIENDS made a whole new world for me. really. thanks NEW FRIENDS. but agn, the term wary still lives. =))
wanted to talk about graduation day , SIGH, but shall do it in the next entry. DILDOS AND CUNTHEADS, wakey!! here i come, chinese and AMATHS. oh FK SHIT.
Monday, October 10, 2005 / 10:58 AMComment(s) I shant write anything about GRADUATIONDAY. cos i dont really have the time now. i shall just upload the photos for stayover. whoo. we walked ard the estate. and at 12midnight, jasmin and i went to GINA KE AI house. damn. HER ROOOM SO MESSY CAN? i told her, if i were to be her maid, and im forced to clean up her DAMN MESSY room, i'll quit. it's true. it's FKING MESSY CAN. and dusty. but DAMN NICE AND INNOVATIVE.
actually wanted to go back to peichien's house to sleep, ended up at GINAS ROOM. haha. we three shared her SUPER SINGLE BED. damn cold pls. we talked till 5am, and then i fell asleeep. DAMN, GINA SAID I SLEEP-TALK. WAH LAO. i always sleep-talk. I DONT KNOW WHY EITHER.
so cool pls. peichien's party was UBBER FUN. :)and tiring. we kept EATING EATING, PLAYING AND SLEEPING. so pigggiiiexxxx liffee worrrxxxzzzsssSSsszxzZzz. WAH LAO EH? haha.
we toook UBBER UBBER FKING ALOT OF PICTURES CAN. UHH. SOME INSIDE MY PHONE. AND GINA DAMN SELF OBSESSION. KEPT TAKING MY STUFFS AND SNAP HERE AND THERE.
JAS AND I.
TOMMY AND I, PC'S COUSIN FKING CLEVER PLS
THIS IS NATURAL, AS IN CANDID.
BIRTHDAY GIRL IN THE MIDDLE.
VIEW FROM HER 4TH FLOOR GARDEN.
i know it's SPASTIC.
SO COOL huhhHHHxxx
TOMMY DAMN LIKE TO TAKE PHOTOS! anw, diana and i, PC sister.
JAS, JOR, DIANA, PC ((X
GROUP PHOTO, TOMMY EXTRA AGN, BUT NVM, COS HE'S CUTE + SMART.
NOW U KNOW WHY =)))
MEIKE AND I ((x MY LAWRY'S MATE
TELL U STH, he's FKING RICH RICH RICH.
garettth!!!!! MY CAMP MATE AND I - LINDA.
SHE SNATCHED MY TRADEMARK POSE!
COOL LORHHHXXXXZZZZXXX uhhuh?meike and harry
PC'S BIRTHDAY CAKE, DAMN NICE!
GINA DAMN SMALL STUDY TABLE.
WAHLAO EH. HER SAW, I <3 PLS.
CREDITS GINA :)
JAS AND GINA
GINA PROMOTING MY PHONE.
REGINA TAN SHUYING ---> GINA TAN KE AI.
HEY DUDE! UBBER CUTENESS PLS.
HER BATHROOM ((X
ACTUALLY THERE'S MORE. I'LL UPLOAD THE NEXT TIME. BYE.
Thursday, October 06, 2005 / 2:54 PMComment(s) HEYHEY.
i skipped school today. told my mom. slept till 11am. and i did a wonderful "collage" for my class. feeeling hyper once again!
so nice right?
BWAHAHA. am thinking whether to skip sch tml or not. BUT THERES PE. SO I THINK I SHALL ATTEND. DAMNIT. TMLS THE SLACKEST DAY OF THE WHOLE WEEK.
Sunday, October 02, 2005 / 12:49 AMComment(s) had many dreams last night.
one of them is which i dreamt of JIAWEN.
we ate at some place that look like ikea lah(in my dreamn damn distorted)
then we wenta watch the sun set together.
she with her gf (i cannot see her gf face) while me. with...
damn funny. suddenly we like transfer onto a boat like that?
okay. jordus came into the pic. yes jordus.(my distant cousin. LOL)
we wanted to jump across MRT tracks leh.
of cos me BEING me, i jump first lah. and not surprisingly i FELL.
there is no tracks i remember.
but a secret lift.
took it and i found myself in bukit timah. (LIKE WTH)
then i wake up cos i dreamt of another dream.
which have no relations to the previous. I GOT THIS FROM GINA'S BLOG. HAHA. SO WIERD. MAD LUH SHE.
went out the WHOLE DAY TDY. damn. LEFT THE HOUSE AT 8. AND CAME BACK AT 12MIDNIGHT. haha. yesyes. WE WENT SCHOOL, PLAZA, BRAS BRASAH, AND THEN TO BUGIS AND LASTLY ESPLANADE. SO COOL RITE. WE WALKED FROM BRAS BRASAH THEN WALKED TO ESPLANADE. LEGS WERE BOTH UBBER TIRED. haha (((X huiwen and i did alot of SPASTIC stuff on the bus journey. we did hand gestures, and sang on the bus. DAMN FUN CAN. COS SO SO SO MANY PPL WERE LAUGHING AT US. THEN GOT ONE OLD AUNTIE LAUGHED AT US, COS WE WERE IN THE CRAZY MOOD. haha. YESYES. im going off, i'll be out agn tml, at KAP, with JASMINONGWANLING. ubber GUN AGN. =)))
Saturday, October 01, 2005 / 8:18 AMComment(s) I JUST GOT HOME. WAS RAINNING HEAVILY. I GOT BACK MY CHINESE RESULTS, DAMN. ITS THE SAME. SIGH. ITS STILL A C6. I DONT KNOW WHY. GOD DAMN IT. and fking photobucket.com was stupid. i cant scan my results. well. but i failed my paper 1 and paper 2. failed by 5marks and 4 marks respectively. but then again, i passed my OVERALL becos my listenning helped me. BUT KNOW WHAT? i didnt did it with integrity. i mean my listenning compre. i copied. i really couldnt make out what the radio was trying to speak. so i had to look over to my parnters script. YESYES.
OHWELL. faktards and i walked to LOT1. yes, journey was fking and ubber-ly hilarious. YESYES. IT TOOK US ONLY 40MINS. wah lao. DAMN FUNNY CAN THE ROUTE. cos there were 'oil spillage' all over. we walked in the big big drain. UBBER ADVERTUROUS. we were perspiring profusely pls. and then agn, we walked man. its was pretty fun. WE DIDNT WALKED THE MAIN ROAD, WE TOOK THE BIG DRAIN. WHOOOOSH. ENVIOUS HUH.
when you all tell me things about each other, it disheartens me. my heart drops, i wished that something could be done but you're not even helping yourself. MINGFEN YOU WONT GET THIS RIGHT HUR? well. its not about u lah mingfen. its about some mf. YESYES. AND MF MEANS MOTHER FKER. haha. NOT YOUR NAME. THIS I KNOW WHY I CANT RESPECT THEM. I KNEW LONG ENOUGH. it doesn't pay to be a good person. HEY YOU DOGS, GET OUT.
was listenning to the principals speech tdy. was damn MOTIVATIONAL. i swear its true. we've come so far, and now we're gonna sit for an exam tht will REALLY REALLY determine our future. YESYES. we should really go think about it, what do we really want at the end of the day. we cant force a stubborn horse to drink the river water. it depends on us. whether we wanna spend our time idling away and wait till the os are here, then we start PANICKING. its useless. ITS TRUE. IT TRUE.
im not feeling good, nor sad. you know like, you're just sad and you dont know why. and and you ask yourself, why you're feeling this way, there ain't a reason why. you're just sad. but there's more to it.