Thursday, September 29, 2005 / 1:27 PMComment(s) well. im damn UPSET can tdy. and my patience basically was about to snap at itself for being such an irksome prick. cos that instinct of mine was REALLY WRONG. and i would have been alot more sympathetic cos of this unfaithfulness in me, thats what i would feel. and my head was spinning from everything gg on for half a day, and reeling from the unexpected turn in my life had taken. which actually barely took in any. this is honestly on a more sombre note. i think its DAMN fking selfish pls. you ASKED YOURSELF. I mean, you would have been pricked by now, maybe not. i messaged you 5 times, asking you the same question each time. and HELLO PLS, its fking irritating to me too not only to you pls.
now it seems like, all signs of fatigue are all gone or back. like tt state of confusion. t can't believe i actually secretly and inexplicably kept it deep in, sucked can? and my feelings went up a few notches in my esteem seemed right. but think about it, what can i do rather than lumbering painfully? that person asked me to demand back my stuff but, ive thought, im not gonna make any choice right now, its up to that person. DAMNNING. i would never like TODAY. its fking helpless.
i got back my results, english i passed. YESYES. i was fking happy, cos i was the very few ones in class who managed to pass. well. the rest? BUCK UP OKAY? theres still hope, trust me, reading works MIRACLES!! i got a 9 for POA. i think its not well deserved. i dont know alr man.
gg beaching agn this friday. i hope so. i really hope tht , tht black dog follower would do something about that matter. ITS GONNA BLAST.
=)))IMJORDUS, IM SIGNNING OUT!
Monday, September 26, 2005 / 2:53 PMComment(s) -yumin, IM DONE. SHULLLUP AND READ. HAHAHA
DAMN. the previous entry was FCKEN UBBERLY STUPID. luckily the no of ppl who reads my blog isnt that alot.
GOODNESS. i had fun tdy. henry , ruiqin, and fktards came over. DAMN. WE PLAYD TENNIS. NOW IM UBBER RED. NOT SUPER LUH. BUT JUST NICE. MY FACE'S DAMN NICE CAN. haha. WE PLAYED FROM 12 TO 6PM. SEE! WE'RE STRONG KIDS. AND JASMIN'S COMING OVER TML TO PLAY AGN. WE WANNA GET FITTER. WATCHOUT.
HEHS. YUMIN, GO BEACHING WITH US OKAY. WHO SAYS YOUR NOT IN. FK YOU. U ARE. X))
YESYES. PRELIMS GONNA BE SO OVER SOON. AND I GUESS I CANT APPLY FOR PAE. AND THIS MEANS THT I'LL BE DAMN FREE OVER THE 4MTHS HOLIDAY. DYING TO CRASH COLLEGES. THE FEELING OF ME WANTING TO ENTER A COLLEGE IS DAMN DAMN DESIRABLE. I DONT KNOW. PPL KEEP SAYING THAT POLY LIFE SUITS BETTER. BUT I THINK OTHERWISE.
well. someday you'll prolly realise how ppl lived up to their names. i mean.
i listened to different conversations around, how AMAZINGLY adaptable the human psyche was and how we underestimated it. before you could even claim victory, brazen it out. I THINK SO. beside, i certainly doubt that quivering sincerity, for that you actually could CLAIM i had the wrong idea? that SEMI-PARALYSED mouth of yours, lets see. for that, i actually thwarted your plans. long but intriguing. can't you feel the sense of unease of your presence? AND I THOUGHT FOR A WHILE; have i neglected the fact that i really loathe you which i don't normally do,U BET SO. i tried to neglect everything that you've done and put the past behind. but you wanted to bring it up and instead challenge me. im never taking that challenge,you BASTARD/WHORE its not that im fearful lah, its just that i thought it would be a waste of my time.
hey. i know your reading this. KNOW WHAT? FK OFF THIS BLOG. i bet u do. =))
Friday, September 16, 2005 / 12:31 PMComment(s) ITS DAMN MESSY. AND I SWEAR IT'S TRUE. it's true. BWAHAHA. fktards came t my house tdy. DAMN FUN AND SPAS. uhh. we cooked and drank alcohol. bwahah. SQ WAS DRUNK PLS. LOUSY. SHE SLEPT. and made my HOUSE LOOK LIKE A MESS. fktards ROCK. =)) we acted moussiiee and minniee. OH FK GOD SAKE. ITS WAS DAMN GROSS BUT UBBER FUN! AND THEN WE SANG BARBIE "IM A BARGIE GIRL, IM A BARBIE GIRL" THE ONE BY AQUA. OMG. then we're like "TWIST, CHEESE" BWAHAHA. hey. I AM AFRIAD THT WE MIGHT GET INTO SERIOUS TROUBLES. i tell EUU FERST WORRHHSXX. right YUMIN? =)))
and i'll upload pics. tgth with yumins birthday party. yay, ITS ALOT. IM SERIOUS.
"CHEFFS" YOU BET SO.
MY TWIN. JASMIN ONG. =))
OUR ADIDAS SHOES.THERES MORE TO IT. WE LOVE ADIDAS! (((X
JASMIN TOH AND SHUYING
WE PLAYED TENNIS! AND BBALL.
YUMINS BIRTHDAY CAKE!!! JACKS PLACE!
WE ATE AT SWENSENS
my FOOD. yumin paid 3/4 of my food. THANKS.
jasmin ONG and TOH
jasmin ONG food-baked rice
YUMIN TOOK THIS. DIDNT KNOW.
HEY U BITCH, BIRHTHDAY WISSHING HUH?? =))
Thursday, September 08, 2005 / 10:27 PMComment(s) how disturbing it is nowadays, im making attempts talking to people, wishing that it'll be of some help help. definitely, i was on the verge of revenge. but my initial desire to inflict a public disembowelment on this has faded cause i really don't see a point in it, rather than being revengeful. i don't know, they don't see the thing in me, but i do. well. its alright.
yesyes. i'll upload pic, the ones which i took when i went out with jorbel, hes damn cool pls. i cant find the pic where i took with jorbel, i'll try to hunt for them.
-i'll do the small cappings this time round. you bet so-
been doing revisions these days. damn. i think studying is fun. but i cant sit still. i cant put my butts down. rightright. i dont know why. i really want tht "lala" that much. yesyes. i'll do the right thing to get "lala". its prelims!!
Sunday, September 04, 2005 / 1:13 PMComment(s)
DAMN. YTDS JOURNEY WAS UBBER STUPID. WENT OUT WITH FKTARDS PPL, I WENT TO MET THE BOTH OF THEM AFTER SCH. WE WENT FOR LUNCH AT MARCHE. WE ATE SUPER ALOT. AND I MEAN IT. IT WAS ALOT. OUR BUS JOURNEY WAS 3.5 HOURS. IM SERIOUS. 1830 TO 2215. WAH LAO. DAMN LONG CAN. AND STILL IT WAS ONLY FROM SUNTEC BACK TO CCK. DAMNDAMN. BWAHAHA. SHANT BRAG ABOUT THE JOURNEY. BUT WE DID SUPER ALOT OF SPASTIC STUFFS ON THE BUS. COS THE WHOLE BUS ONLY GOT WE THREE. LOVE FKTARDS PEOPLE! =)) PEACE. WE WENT FOR BEANCURD AFTER THE LONG JOURNEY, WE ATE FOOD. MARCHE. BEANCURD.AND FOR SUPPER WAS LAKSA AND KWAY CHAP. YESYES. DAMN NICE. AFTER THAT WE WENT OVER TO JASMINTOH'S HOUSE. WE STAYED FOR ABOUT 1HOUR. DAMN. HER STUPID DOG DAMN CLEVER AND FIERCE CAN. MAXI. THE DOGS NAME. BWAHAHAHA.
SUMO AND I WERE LIKE "MAXI, LETS FIGHT!"
THEN I TOLD HER BRO "HEY. TML U GOT DOG CURRY , COS I KILLING UR DOG FOR THE CURRY"
BWAHAHA. DAMN FUNNY CAN. AND HER DOG IS DAMN SOSO HORNY. WE SAT FOR AWHILE, AND WE WENT DOWN TO PLAY. THEN CABBED HOME. IT WAS MIDNIGHT PLUS PLUS THEN. STUPID, WANTED TO STAY OVERNITE. BUT DID NOT.
TODAY : WENT OUT TO STUDY AT PLAZA, WAH LAO. GUESS WHO I SAW??? GINA CUTIE. DAMN. SHE DAMN CUTE LAH. REALLY. HER HAIR DAMN NICE. SHE DAMN ORIGINAL. I DONT KNOW WHY. SHE IS. SHE IS!! SHE LEFT A NOTE FOR ME ON MY TYS "HELLO, I LOVE GINACUTIE -JORDUS" WAH LAO. SHE WROTE THT AND THEN SHE SAID ITS BY ME. SHE DAMN CLEVER. HEY, UR EGO GG UP AGN? BWAHAHA. HER PJC BUNG FRIEND DAMN HANDSOME PLS.
JASMINTOH WENT FOR HER BBALL COMPETITION OVER AT MALAYSIA ALR WITH HER ALJUMIED TEAM, GOOD LUCK AYE. U DIE ALR, MUST GIMME 4DISTINCTIONS FOR MY OS. BWHAHAHA. BYE PEOPLE.
Friday, September 02, 2005 / 11:28 PMComment(s)
WELL YOU SEE, IVE BEEN READING UP BLOGS. LIKE U KNOW WHO. AND WHEN I READ ONE PARTICULAR SENTENCE.IT REALLY REFLECTED UPON ME. I DONT KNOW. I THINK ITS MY FAULT. AND THIS INEVITABLE HUMILIATION DIDNT REALLY DO ME GOOD EITHER. NOT EVEN SURE THAT IT MIGHT SOME SACARSM. BUT STILL I'D STILL FLINCH. PERHAPS AN ACT OF CHIVALRY WOULD DO GOOD. I MISS IT, FREAK, AND I REALLY DO.
IVE BEEN DOING REVISION THESE DAYS. FKTARDS MIGHT BE GOOD. I DONT KNOW. JUST SEEMS YOU'RE ALONE IN YOUR OWN WORLD AND YOU CANT EVEN HELP URSELF NOT EVEN A PSYCHIATRIST. SOMEHOW IT JUST WORSENS YOUR MOOD YOUR DAY, YOU FEEL SICK. MENTALLY TIRED, YOU JUST FEEEL LIKE SLEEEEPING, YOU REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. IT MAY SEEMS NORMAL, BUT IT ISNT. (OH PLS, IM NOT IN LOVE WITH THAT GIRL UP THERE) ITS BEEN NICE BEING WITH FKTARDS. THTS WHAT I CALL. THEY DONT KNOW THIS. WELL. ((X I DONT KNOW. I REALLY TREASURE THE PAST, I ABHOR THAT BLACK STINKY DOG, I DONT CARE IF YOUR READING THIS OR NOT. =))
WELL. SHANT BRAG ANYMORE. HRMM. SKIPPED SCHOOL TDY. KELVIN WON. BUT I THINK, KELLY WOULD GET MORE FAME IN FUTURE THAN KELVIN. LOOK AT THE COMPANY KELLYS BEEN OFFERED. DAMN. UNIVERSAL CAN. AND WEILIAN WHAT? PLAYMUSIC. OH GOD. SO DAMN UNKIND. I SHANT CARE. I'LL BE OUT SOON, TO MEET JASMIN, MAYBE FKTARDS. TO BUGIS. BRRROOOOM. (((x