Comment(s) YEAH. LIKE YUMIN, I THOUGHT THIS BLOG SHOULD BE CLOSED TOO. I DONT KNOW. THINGS BEEN HAPPENING BADLY THESE DAYS. UHH. IVE BEEN FIRM WITH EVERYTHING. NO IDEA IF IM HAPPY OR SAD. BUT THEN AGAIN; IM STRONG. AM I? OR AM I NOT. I'LL FACE IT. I COULD FEEL THAT PATIENCE FROM EVERYONE IS GONNA SNAP. I CAN. SCHOOL COULD BE BETTER, MAYBE NOT. I DONT KNOW. I WONT SAY ITS BAD COS I'LL BE ASSUMING THAT ITS BAD FOR I KNOW ITS NOT. FRIENDSHIP COULD BE BETTER, AND STILL I WOULDNT SAY THT ITS BAD COS "" WOULDNT SAY ITS NICE. SHIT.

THERE AND THEN, I MIGHT HAVE BEEN FEIGNING TOTAL NONCHALANCE, HATING UNMENTIONABLE WALA. HEY "", YOUVE GOT WHAT YOU WANTED, YOUR TONGUES MUCH NICER THAN ANYONE ELSE, OR MAYBE JUST ME. I DONT KNOW. IM IRRITATED, PERHAPS JEALOUS OF "". AND WHEN THINGS HAPPENNED TODAY, MY HEAD WAS SPINNING, (OR MAYBE IT WAS JUST PLAIN PETTYNESS) WHAT SHOULD I DO NEXT? JUST WALK OFF SHOWING THAT I-DONT-CARE ATTITUDE, OR JUST SIT THERE AND CRY LIKE A LOSER. AND HOW RELATIVELY IVE BEEN PISSED WITH EVERY LITLE THING. MAYBE NOT PISSED, BUT JUST PURE JEALOUSY. AND HEY YOU ""-ERS, IM NOT TRYING TO BE SYMPATHETIC, IF U THINK , PLS FK OFF. IM AT RECEIVING ENDS, AM I? SHOULD I BE SMILING THE NEXT FEW MONTHS? OR JUST WALK AWAY. I DOUBT THEY'LL CARE EITHER. DAMN. (((X


IVE SPOKEN TO "", SAME BOAT AS ME. ONLY NOW THEN I FEEL HOW "" BEEN THESE FEW MONTHS. I DONT KNOW. ITS LIKE THIS. I SHANT SAY I SHANT SPEAK, WE'LL SEE HOW THINGS PROGRESS. X))

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Jordus Lim Bing Jie
Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Diploma in Film, Sound, Video
10 June 1989
jordusbingjie@hotmail.com
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