Comment(s) i cant take this thing down.
i will close my blog sooner or later.
dont bother spamming.
im feeling damn shitttaye now.

this story started from a game.
and it ended like it has not ending in sight.
the hurt you caused.
this pain i feel.
it cuts so deep.
its all too real.

Comment(s) IM BACCCCCKKKK.
HRMMM. i just woke up.
and the first thing i thought of was you-know-what.

went t CHINABLACK in the end.
sry ah, nat,allest,jaryl,vic.
didnt go with you all in the end.
alright.
i danced with kervon okay.
she danced those breakdance type.
SO NICE OKAY.
we perspired like shit.
we went in at 11. and came out when music's over.
one thing: the music is SO FKING NICE.
those RNB type.

sigh.
BUT when i got home,
i thought of LALA.
WHAT THE FUCK OKAY.
GINA, CAN I WHINE??

Comment(s) IM DAMMMN SAD.
I DONT KNOW.
I CRIED ALOT.
IM GONNA UPLOAD PICTURES.
DONT SEE IF U THINK I SUCK.

I CRIED REALLLY ALOT AND I TOOK PICTURES OKAY.
LALA SAID LALA'S SORRY.
OHWEL, IM SORRY TOO.
I KEPT LISTENING T KELLY CLARKSON'S BECAUSE OF YOU.I CRIED OF COS. U KNOW THIS KIND OF SONG. YAH

I ROAR LALA LIKE BIG FUCKKKKK.
okay. LALA DIDNT WANT THT T HAPPEN.
FUCK IT LAH.
IM GG DOWN T CHINABLACK TODAY.
15bucks FOR A TICKET OKAY.
SUMMORE 10PM START.
SUPPOSE T BE WITH NAT,JARYL AND ALLESTER AND VICTOR!?
WIERD LAH.
IM GG DOWN WITH KAEVIS/KERVON AND PEEPS.

ON MY BED.

ABOVE LALA.
I NEEDED T SHOW LALA THT IM FINE.

I SHOWED THIS T LALA WHEN I CRIED.

N.B - realise tht my eye's wierd. cos of th eyelids. u know when people cry realllly alot, the eyelid tend t "disappear"? i was very very very tired alr.

Comment(s) MERRY XMAS PEOPLE.

at taka alright.

tWiiTs~ lah

cookie monster. kayy. i know my hair suck.

my drink.

alrightyyyy.
xmas wasnt tht nice after all.
i confessed certain things t chia.
infact th most impt thing.
i dont know why i did tht.
IM REALLY ROLLING OVER LALA
mood swings ytd.
as in not really th whole time.
mike rly helped alot alot alot.
cos as we drank, mike kinda spoke t me in person.
he's so nice.
but too bad, he's a dropout from school.
THANKS MIKE!
okay. OH YEAH. I BOUGHT MY ENGINNERRRED JEANS OKAY.
FROM LEVIS!!!
YEAH. 149.50BUCKS.
I'M DAMN BROKE.
we didnt go HOME-MADMONKS after all.
cos we were in town u see.
then we slacked at MERIDIEN.
at LAN SHOP.

actually we went t MONSTER but it closed.
sigh. okay.
mike wanted t bring us t his friend's pub at quay.
but not 18. but can sneak in lah

we settled down at MC*CAFE
then we chatted till 6am.
yeah. thts when i confessed alot alot alot.
i almost cried.
but headstrong yeah.
IT'S ALL ABOUT ROLLING OVER LALA.
RAHHHHHHHH.
i still like th normal days okay.
HOPPEEEYYY.

half-dead.



my dad's gonna change his phone today.
prolly gonna ask him pass his t me.
then i'll get his phone okay.
i want his t get NOKIA N90 or sth?
uhh or the NOKIA phone tht can ZOOOM 20 TIMES CAN???
so cool please.
but i still love my SONY ERICSSON ROTATING PHONE - S700i

Comment(s) OKAY.
IVE NOT UPDATED FOR QUITE SOME TIME.

i was playing with the christmas tree at some shopping centre.



i'm so so sick of tht game alr.
yeah. let's just use tht "game" as lala.
ohwel, ive been hearing EMPTY APARTMENT all and all over again.
it's damn nice okay.
SIGH.
all i wanted for lala was just a thing.
okay.
anyways. if youve been reading my blog.
ive mentioned about lala.
yeah lala rock okay.
i dont know why.
lala just give me tht kinda feeling.
whenever i talk t lala, it's different; somehow.
everthings not gg on oh-so-well.
NOT WELL.
i hate this year's xmas.
bangings yeah
RAHHHH. WHAT SHIT AM I TALKING?

now i so want t read a novel.
a novel which can relate to lala and life.
HEHS, I JUST LOVE THT SONG MANN.
IT'S SO MEANINGFUL LAH.
my chords can never reach them.
okayokay. i seriously don't know what shit am i talking.

YESTERDAY
went t fetch victor from the airport.
his sis treated swens.
okay. then went t meet joash then fktards.
ohyeah.
i drank a bottle of vodka.
i dont know how t spell lah.
i didnt get drunk okay.
and i was doing silly stuffs when i watch the play outside ngee ann city.
real silly. i danced and danced.
everyone kinda walked away from me.
i was trying t get away from lala actually.
and at the same time, i didnt want t make them feeel sad.
SIGHNESS.
IM DAMMMMMMMMNNNN MOOOODDDYY.
I AM OKAY.

AND SO TODAY, IM GONNA DRINK AGAIN.
i hope t get into HOME.
yeah.
i'll try t get my way in.
but still i love MOX.
the atmosphere and everything.
i could still rmb, the first i got into MOX.
the feeling u see, so wierd.
cos it's the first time u club.
AND WAHLAO. THE DRINK SO EXPENSIVE.

HEHS. I WANNA BLOG ABOUT ONE MORE THING.
BUT I GUESS I'LL DO IT IN THE NEXT ENTRY.


Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay

It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend

Comment(s) YUMIN! RMB THIS?? courtesy of PAULINE LOO? nahh?


ym, sry, i know u looked damn ugly here. HAHA. JK LAH.

spas i know.

NOW I MISS MUGGING AND SCHOOLING!
i dont know, before os and during os period. i thought, life was much more
CONSTRUCTIVE. isn't it? RIGHT CANDIDATES?
after os, it's all about slacking and stuff.
time passes DAMN SLOW after os.
RAHHHH.
it only gets harder...
yeah.
i just painted my room HALFWAY.
then i came t play and t blog.
my room's so messy lah.
ohwel,gonna find fktards ltr.
okay, i wanna quickly finish painting my room,
i'm so gonna get a new hi-fi set.
and a rack t put all my bags.
my cupboards are so full please.

thr's a PARTY TODAY.
chinablack/indochine.
i'm not v sure either.
alrighttyyy. i'm not gg also.

i hope t attend the party at chinablack
on the 27th!!
uhhuh. i'm getting people t go with me
t th party on th 23rd.
SUCK CAN.
we're kids.
why don't they just LEGALIZE US?
haha.
alright. let me get back t painting lah.

it's so tedious. uhh. correct spelling?
oh YESYES,
i miss SCHOOL ALOT OKAY.
SERIOUSLY. I STILL THINK POLY DON'T SUIT ME.
I SERIOUSLY DONT KNOW WHY.
it's cool carrying a notebook!
tht's th only "fun" thing about poly.

okay. like yumin, i wanna widen my vocab already.
otherwise, yeah. I DONT SPEAK WELL OKAY, KENNETH!
haha. I'M DAMN BLUNT IN MY WORDS AND
MY ENGLISH DAMN LOUYA ONE LOR.
alright. let me go back alr lah
BUM BUM BUM!!

Comment(s) DAMNNNN
IVE JUST CLEANED UP MY ROOOM
IT'S SO NEEEEAAAT NOW OKAY.

yesterday.
I STONED AT HOME.
AND GUESS WHAT?
luckily, MINGFEN jio me out.
so i went out at 8pm?
and ALL THE FKING MUTHA HELLA, we were supposed t meet
over at WAFFLE TOWN.
guessed what?
mingfen and wanyu's cab didnt take them thr.
instead they went all the way t town.
so i just went t meet them thr lah.
ohwel, we strolled all th way until 11pm,
cos we didnt know what t have for dinner?
yeah, we ended up at McCafe, RAHH.
we chatted till ard 1am?
and we realised tht all our buses kinda "ended"
MANNN. WE TOOK A CAB BACK LAH.
RAHHHH.
WANYU, U BETTER HV CASH WITH U BEFORE U EVER COME OUT WITH US.

oh anw, MUMMY ACCUSED ME FOR STEALING HER MONEY LAH.
i'm damnn PISSED with my parents today.
i dont know why.
i just dont RESPECT my parents at times.
they dont deserve me t do tht.
you see, when they're in a GOOD MOOD, they'll be SO NICE.
and vice-versa.
let's just take it tht,
they vent their anger on us?
RAHHH.
HAHAHAH. and the funniest part is tht,
I TOLD MY MUMMY, THT I'D SEND HER T THE HOME IF SHE CONTINUE THT WAY.
BWAHAHAHA.
she slapped me for tht lor.

well, i'm going over t JURONG POLICE tml,
yeah. for checking of "wellness"
all three of us.

Comment(s) OKAY.
WAS OUT EVERY SINGLE DAY.
TELL U,
IVE NOT PACKED MY OLEVEL MESS CAN?
THE BOOKS ARE STILL LYING ON MY TABLE.
OHWEL, PAPA HAVE BEEN NAGGING AT ME.
OKAY.
PICTURES.







ALRIGHTY, THE FIRST TWO ARE THOSE THT FKTARDS TOOK FOR ME.
I WAS TRYING T USE MY LEG T RUB AGAINST THT PART YOU SEE.
I WAS HORNY.
THE PIC WAS TAKING AT SLIMMING SANCTURY
THE BRANCH BESIDE WAFFLE TOWN!!

we've been t WAFFLE TOWN, every single day!
then there after, they'll make me go buy DRINK for them.
I KIND OF DONT DRINK.
cos once i drink, i'll feel damn hot inside.
uneasy luh.
okay. but, if today they were t drink today,
I'LL DRINK.
waitwait.
WE SHOULD HELP XIUHUI QUIT DRINKING.
damn.
she's so addictive lah.

i'm OFF. getting out of this COTTAGE again.
hahaha. DAMN. I'M WAITING FOR THE CALL
FOR THE JOB INTERVIEW.
6/per hour leh.
EASY MONEY.
FREE SHIRTS EVERY MONTH.

Comment(s) HAHAHA. READ THIS.
JUST READ.
IM SO HAPPY OKAY.
FADHLI'S THE SECOND PERSON WHO SAID THIS SINCE I WAS BORN.

yuck fou ya so? says:
eh are u chinese?

HELLO(: IMJORDUS ;<3TEAM; FKTARDS; GLASNOSTERS; SAX INFERNO; --- -- -RAHHH. ROARRR (((x I'LL AGREE says:
IM CHINESE LAH

yuck fou ya so? says:
is it

yuck fou ya so? says:
omg

HELLO(: IMJORDUS ;<3TEAM; FKTARDS; GLASNOSTERS; SAX INFERNO; --- -- -RAHHH. ROARRR (((x I'LL AGREE says:
IF NOT I LOOK LIKE WHAT

HELLO(: IMJORDUS ;<3TEAM; FKTARDS; GLASNOSTERS; SAX INFERNO; --- -- -RAHHH. ROARRR (((x I'LL AGREE says:
HAHAHAH

yuck fou ya so? says:
u look like

yuck fou ya so? says:
um

yuck fou ya so? says:
mixed la!

yuck fou ya so? says:
ang moh ish

HELLO(: IMJORDUS ;<3TEAM; FKTARDS; GLASNOSTERS; SAX INFERNO; --- -- -RAHHH. ROARRR (((x I'LL AGREE says:
HAHAHAH

HELLO(: IMJORDUS ;<3TEAM; FKTARDS; GLASNOSTERS; SAX INFERNO; --- -- -RAHHH. ROARRR (((x I'LL AGREE says:
AS IN READ PERSON TOO?

HELLO(: IMJORDUS ;<3TEAM; FKTARDS; GLASNOSTERS; SAX INFERNO; --- -- -RAHHH. ROARRR (((x I'LL AGREE says:
REAL*

yuck fou ya so? says:
YA

yuck fou ya so? says:
i was like

yuck fou ya so? says:
wah

yuck fou ya so? says:
his skin so angmoh ish

HELLO(: IMJORDUS ;<3TEAM; FKTARDS; GLASNOSTERS; SAX INFERNO; --- -- -RAHHH. ROARRR (((x I'LL AGREE says:
MAYBE MY HAIR???

yuck fou ya so? says:
i thought u were mixed!

yuck fou ya so? says:
ur hair

yuck fou ya so? says:
ur hair is ur hair la

yuck fou ya so? says:
hahah

yuck fou ya so? says:
u got mixed blood features

HELLO(: IMJORDUS ;<3TEAM; FKTARDS; GLASNOSTERS; SAX INFERNO; --- -- -RAHHH. ROARRR (((x I'LL AGREE says:
WHAT COUNTRY WHAT COUNTRY MIX MIX WANT?

HELLO(: IMJORDUS ;<3TEAM; FKTARDS; GLASNOSTERS; SAX INFERNO; --- -- -RAHHH. ROARRR (((x I'LL AGREE says:
HAHAHA

yuck fou ya so? says:
um um um

yuck fou ya so? says:
chinese and portugese and thai

yuck fou ya so? says:
really

yuck fou ya so? says:
i never lie!

HELLO(: IMJORDUS ;<3TEAM; FKTARDS; GLASNOSTERS; SAX INFERNO; --- -- -RAHHH. ROARRR (((x I'LL AGREE says:
OH AHAHAH THANKS

HELLO(: IMJORDUS ;<3TEAM; FKTARDS; GLASNOSTERS; SAX INFERNO; --- -- -RAHHH. ROARRR (((x I'LL AGREE says:
BUT TOO BAD, IM JUST PURE CHINESE

yuck fou ya so? says:
is it?!

yuck fou ya so? says:
maybe u have like

yuck fou ya so? says:
some strange blood

yuck fou ya so? says:
in ur line

yuck fou ya so? says:
go ask ur mama and papa

yuck fou ya so? says:
mayeb they bluff you

HELLO(: IMJORDUS ;<3TEAM; FKTARDS; GLASNOSTERS; SAX INFERNO; --- -- -RAHHH. ROARRR (((x I'LL AGREE says:
HAHAHA

Comment(s) OHWEL,
WENT OUT TODAY.
WENT T FIND JOBS.

I DIDNT TURN UP FOR THE JAPANESE RESTAURANT INTERVIEW.
IT'S KINDA FAR FOR ME.
located within IMM BUILDING.
okay.

we went t ESPLANADE.

XIUHUI DIDNT WANT T TAKE A PIC WITH ME. :(


Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay

It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend

IT'S SO NICE OKAY.
YESYES. EMPTY APARTMENT.
I LOVE TEAM; FKTARDS; "LALA"

Comment(s) i just changed my skin.
i guess it looks much neater now.
than it was before.

RAHHH.
I WANNA TREASURE THINGS BEFORE THEY'RE GONE.
I SO LOVE PEOPLE AROUND ME.

alrighty. went t find fktards tdy.
used xiuxiu's phone t SELF TAKE MYSELF.
OH OH AND OH!!
guess what, MY HAIR WAS DAMN NICE TODAY!!
and 3 people said MY HAIR'S NICE.
first the esplanade lady (i dont know who is she)
2nd the bus uncle whom i tried t curry favour him when boarding the bus, cos i didnt have enough coins.
and thirdly, MY NEIGHBOUR. he saw me and he said "NICE HAIRDO"


oh the bus BACK T PLAZA.

RAHHH. LOVE THIS.


ohwel,
HEARD THT TML'S CLASS OUTING.
UHH OR SOME DINNER THINGY.
WELL.
ITS GONNA BE SOME STEAMBOAT, OR SOME DINNER AT GEYLANG I SUPPOSE.
man, they HAVE NOT decided yet.
I WANT STEAMBOAT.
cos it's HOTHOT STUFF.
and it makes me STEAM.
STEAM STEAM STEAAAAMM STEAMMMY!

okay. i know im lame.

HEY SUCKERS, I KNOW YOU'RE READING MY BLOG 24/7.
I KNOW WHO YOU PEOPLE ARE.
COME ON, FIGHT WITH ME!!

Comment(s) RAHHH
the very very extraordinary
more than just a game for four
made for us
for the way u look at me
for the only one i see.

I LOVE TEAM SO MUCH CAN
MANY MANY MANY MANY MANY.
FRIENDSHIP OVER LUST AND LOVE.

FUCKING HELLA.
I WANT TO GO THERE.
I FUCKINGLY WANNA GO THERE DESPERATELY.
ROAARR.
LET'S PLAY THE SONG BY NAT KING COLE.
THE VERY VERY JAZZY SONG.








I WONT FUCKING GIVE UP.
RAHHHHH

Comment(s) RAHHHH.
IVE NOT PACKED MY TABLE.
IT'S STILL IN THE O LEVEL MESS STATE.
OHWEL, WENT OUT TODAY.
FINALLY IM LIKE BLOGGING AGN!
IM NOT GONNA TOK ABOUT PROM.
COS ITS FKING LONG, AND I BET NO ONES
GONNA SPEND TIME READING IT.

i went out with 3/4 of TEAM today.
ATE NYDC, AND TORI-Q, AND DURIAN CAKE
FATTENNING I KNOW.
YESYESYESYES
WE'RE BACK AGN.
tell u ppl, IM GONNA CATCH PPL
WHO ARE PLANNING T RIPPPP OFF MY SKIN.
eUu peOpPlLe beTtAa dOrNnn sTeAaLlieex WOoOrXxZzz
SO UNCOOL.
YESYES. LIANGUAGE.
THIS TERM "LIANGUAGE" IS THOUGHT BY ME!!
I THINK ONLY YUMIN KNOWS ABOUT THIS. RIGHT, PAL?

okay, PICTURES TIME.
HEYHEY WANYU , U BETTER TAGG ME!

CHUNYU MF WANYU. CAB

HALF OF SAXOPHONE. ROD

NUM, SO COOL. ITS CHEEKY!!

SUSHI IN GUMMY FORM!

DREADLOCKSSSS <33

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Jordus Lim Bing Jie
Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Diploma in Film, Sound, Video
10 June 1989
jordusbingjie@hotmail.com
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